The Works of Kass [Rating Unknown]

[kassandra]

Wull hai there Eora!

This little thread is here because I write poetry, stories, and songs in my spare time. Therefore, I might post some of them here in this thread for you- my leetle luverlies- to see! =]

Most likely I will not be posting songs until I can get a computer with recording abilities, because I fear that if I post the lyrics they will be stolen and recreated. Even though they're lame, and often cliche, it could happen! But again, once I can get recordings up, I might put some online and post links..

So, without further ado, I shall post away! :3

** The reason I put rating unknown in my subject heading, is because some of the things I write use profanities, due to the fact that I often write them because of intense feelings I happen to be having. Read at your own risk, as things may become more than G rating.

[kassandra]

Poem copied directly from my blog at myspace.com/shrimpramen
© Lizzy Rex
April 1st, 2009
Don't steal, or I'll track your IP Address and kill the shit outta you!!
Well.. just kidding... but actually not really......

The freeflow of the depressed mind. It can be a wonderful thing, though horribly unorganized, I will admit. Make of it what you will, I did not try for a number of beats or a particular arrangement, I just used jumbled rhyme schemes.

|| Angels and Demons

I did nothing wrong
besides not bein strong
I've been this way all along
quiet, cold and calm
waiting to break from my bonds

my fury trapped inside
all the nights that I cried
over the boy that died
who couldn't look me in the eyes
and tell me the truth
instead of lies

silence in the dark
crying in the park
emotions breaking off within
shards of glass so sharp

cause there were so many
offhand remarks
bound to cause sparks
and I don't think they see
how they have torn me apart

cause I can't live with 'em
and can't live alone
I just need a place that I can call my home
somewhere set in stone
that doesn't feel like a tomb

a place of life, and pleasure
not of death and fear
a place far from here
were peace is all I can hear
and love is all that is near

a place that makes cynics like me sneer

I need someone to care
someone to be there
to notice when I'm not fully aware
recognize my blank, depressed stare
and love me...
though there's only half a person there

someone to stand by me
my light when I can't see
trust me endlessly
who can let me run and be free
catch me if I take a flying leap
and fall..

someone that won't leave...

someone that reads my mind
and can be there all the time
and knows that when I say "I'm fine"
I'm not..

the one with golden wings...
that showed me wondrous things...

but that left me here to drown...
tell me, where is he now?

Out of sight. Out of body. Out of my life.

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[kassandra]

Poem copied directly from my blog at myspace.com/shrimpramen
© Lizzy Rex
March 29th, 2009
Don't steal, or I'll track your IP Address and kill the shit outta you!!
Well.. just kidding... but actually not really......

|| The Beast

The room was dark,

lit only by the dim, dusty candles in rusted brackets.

One glass frame

set against the wall

reflected the candlelight eerily

sending a shiver down my spine.

I slowed walked towards it, my heart racing in my chest;

I feared what lurked beyond the glass.

I stepped up to it

and peered through at the beast within.

She glared back at me

her eyes glittering with homicide

the raw emotion in her optics battered me like a snowstorm

rage, confusion, fear, loneliness.

For a moment, I almost felt sorry for the poor, trapped creature.

I stepped closer, my nose nearly against the cool, transparent wall.

Her eyes were a dull golden color in the flickering firelight,

and suddenly, a sorrowful, fearsome cry erupted from her throat

echoing all around me in the dark chamber

rocking me back onto my heels, and making me stumble backwards.

Her upper lip curled back to reveal glistening white teeth,

as I glared at her with loathing.

It was true; I hated her.

Hated her so much, that I wanted to shatter the wall between us

so I didn't have to look at her any longer.

I could just leap at her, dig my nails into her heart

curl my fingers into her soft flesh like a greedy ape

and wrench her beating organ from her bosom.

My limbs twitched in longing

her jaws agape in hunger, stared back at me.

I watched her, pacing back and forth before me

turning every now and then to look at my sad, haggard form.

We were similar, her and I

We looked alike

Moved alike

Even shared the same body, every once in a while.


But I would never be like her.


I wanted nothing more than to destroy her,

be rid of her once and for all.

She haunted me, night and day.

Whispering in her shrouded chamber

telling me horrible, filthy things

that wove themselves into my brain

and created violent images that whirled in my mind

like a merry-go-round of death.


I closed my eyes,

the very thoughts she created

caused me infinite pain.

I wanted to kill her..

kill,

kill, kill!

My heart twinged in agony.

No, I could not kill her.

That would make me no better than her.

And although my whole being hated everything about her

I knew I would never have the courage to lay one blow upon her head

To lift even one hand in crazed fury.

I was disgusted with myself.

I should have done it a long time ago, really.

I forced myself to look at her.

"Just look at her!"

I told myself.

Nobody would notice her absence..

only one other even knew she existed

in this secret hollow.

and even she, had never met the beast

had never even caught a glance.

I had made sure to hide her

and cage her

beyond view of any who dared to search.

The evil thing reached an arm out towards me,

beckoning me

willing me to step closer

and allow her to take over.

I drew towards her prison,

again the gruesome images flooded into my brain on a river of blood.

I stopped,

clenched my fists

nails digging into my own palms at the force of my repulsion.

My veins roared with outrage, as she grinned psychotically at me.

My muscles tightened

her right arm rose towards her throat,

her index finger drawing a threatening line across it

her fingers clasping loosely around it

eyes blazing with hatred


fear

hatred

fear

hatred

fear, fear, fear.


Her arm dropped back down to her side.

I spat on the mirror

whipped around

and stalked away.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

[kassandra]

Poem copied directly from my blog at myspace.com/shrimpramen
© Lizzy Rex
March 16th, 2009
Don't steal, or I'll track your IP Address and kill the shit outta you!!
Well.. just kidding... but actually not really......

I'll post one more, just for good measure. Lemme know what you guys think, I'm open to any questions or comments about the poems! If you guys like them, I'll post some more tomorrow. And if you don't... well, I probably will anyways!! Haha. Enjoy. :]

|| for a l i f e t i m e

[glow=blue,2,300]bliss

love

the happiest days of her life

long talks and long walks

through the hills and the sprawling city streets

hand in hand, dark eyes on dark eyes

cheeks brushing, hair shining in the moonlight

a simple statement, uttered in the darkness of her room

nobody could stand between them

except fate

his soft eyes became cold

and his laugh became bitter, and pained

she was unsure; young and naive

and willing to carry his weight

she was not strong enough

his look was distant; unresponsive

he snapped, his fists balling at his sides

tears of rage rushed to her eyes

a look of regret

of pain

momentarily flitted through his gaze

and then was no more

he was the monster again

snapping yellow fangs around her heart

until it burst

she clutched at her ruined soul

unable to see that it was beyond repair

icy eddies rippled past

and the boy she used to know

faded further and further

into the dark, fathomless night

she held out her arms to him

her mouth agape in a speechless cry of agony

but he turned away

and never looked back once

her eyes glazed over

like fog on a frosty window pane

her mouth set into a slight frown

her look was distant; unresponsive

she was dead to the world

she could never go back

he turned and sauntered up the walk

to disappear forever[/glow]

[glow=black,2,300]lonely[/glow]

[glow=black,2,300]for a heartbeat..[/glow]

[glow=black,2,300]broken[/glow]

[glow=black,2,300]for a lifetime.[/glow]